“When you obey my commandments, you remain in my love, just as I obey my Father’s commandments and remain in his love.” ( John 15:10) NLT
One day I decided to trust God and listen to his instructions. His instructions were to stop having sex with men and wait till I get married. This task was a challenging task because as I mentioned before I thought sex was love. God had given me these instructions before but, I did not listen. I thought “he does not know what he is talking about.” This time after reaching my limits on getting hurt from a man I decided to listen. God also gave me a dream where I went to look for a white dress. In the dream, I was in search of a white dress and could not find one until a woman directed me to go to Bebe. I woke up and decided to go look for my wedding dress. I took my mother with me and we went to David’s Bridal. When I walked in the store the woman who greeted me and helped me with my wedding dressed was named BiBi! What are the odds? That was God confirming that I was on the right track.
Once you start obeying God he sees that he can trust you with little things and confirms with you that he is with you by giving you dreams or sending angels. Also, faith without works is dead or pointless. Buying my dress “action” was showing God that I truly believed that he will send me my husband. That day I purchased my dress not having a boyfriend or any idea where and when I would meet my husband. God also asked me to pack my house rent it out and move back to New York! Again, I hesitated at first but that inkling would not go away. As much as I tried to ignore it; New York was heavy in my heart. I found myself once again being obedient and moved to New York.
Part IV will follow.. stay tuned!